There Are Wires Inside My Head

razorbackhollow @ 2009-12-14T15:02:00

2009-12-14T20:01:56Z

I'm moving to Europe in 2011.
"Why?" you ask?
I'll give you all 3 guesses.

Stolen...

2009-02-02T07:16:17Z

001. Real name → Daniel
002. Nickname(s)→ Daniel X
003. Zodiac sign → Cancer
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → Sheridan Park, Lakebreeze, and Woodland
006. Middle School → your mom
007. High School → Niagara District, and Governor Simcoe
008. Hair color → white with brown roots.
009. Long or short → neither
010. Loud or Quiet → loud or quiet what?
011. Sweats or Jeans → Plaid pants
012. Phone or Camera → I have a camera on my phone. so there.
013. Health freak → yes and no.
014. Drink or Smoke? → smoke
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → sure do!
016. Eat or Drink → I hear both are fairly important to one's survival
017. Piercings → none
018. Tattoos → 6 million...err, I mean 2
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ Yes
020. Been in a relationship → Oui
021. Been in a car accident → Da
022. Been in a fist fight → hell yeah
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 4, the first time I got a needle stuck in my ass. that's technically a piercing.
024. First best friend → can't recall.
025. First award → can't recall.
026. First crush → Jordan Merritt
028. First big vacation → probably the first time we went up north in 1985
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → my tv remote. I yelled at it for being a stupid douche.
030. Last person you texted → can't recall.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → my mom, and my friend Barb. we watching some piece of shit movie last night while talking about rocky horror stuff.
032. Last food you ate → cheese stuffed ravioli in a homemade meat sauce.
033. Last movie you watched → I'm currently watching When Wolds Collide
034. Last song you listened to → Oh My Goth - Razed in Black
035. Last thing you bought → cigarettes
036. Last person you hugged → Puppy-X: The Boo Bear. she's a person, get used to it.
FAVES:
037. Food → pizza pops
038. Drinks → root beer (I have to agree with Karen on this one)
039. Clothing → plaid pants. the more hideous the better.
040. Flower → bleeding hearts.
042. Colors → Plaid. it's a colour, deal with it.
043. Movies → Tron, bitches!!!
044. Subjects → in what context do you mean?
IN 2008 I:
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [ ] pretended to be sick
059. [x] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
062. [ ] ran a mile
063. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [x] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing
068. Drinking → your memories....nothing.
069. I'm about to → go to sleep.
070. Listening to → I'm watching a movie.
071. Plans for today → wake up and continue being awesome.
072. Waiting for → a beej.
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → never.
074. Want to get married? → never.
075. Careers in mind → Professional Musician/Producer.
WHICH IS BETTER IN A GIRL:
076. Lips or eyes → eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → shorter
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both, at the same time (yes, I concur)
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach.
080. Sensitive or loud → both...it's possible.
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship. hook ups are fucking boring now.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → bat shit crazy trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → never.
084. Ran away from home → no. I own this joint.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → yes, a knife. a few times.
086. Killed somebody → hopefully with shear thought power.
087. Broken someone's heart → guaranteed.
088. Been arrested → define "arrested"
089. Cried when someone died → yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN NOTHING?
090. Yes/No I Do/Don't

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → you only have one life, and it only goes one way. if you're unhappy with it then you're an asshole.
099. (this one was about g*d....to show how little I believe in that whole thing I just erased the question)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → eat a dick.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-12-30T08:45:00

2008-12-30T13:46:18Z

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

this is your brain on questions.
any drugs?

HUZZAH!!!

goodbye fozzie bear.

2008-12-08T11:44:31Z

Hey Everyone....

2008-12-03T01:59:56Z

...Meet my future wife.

oh Sarah Slean, how I love thee.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-25T17:48:00

2008-11-25T22:51:45Z

So my doggie, Fozzie Bear, has been diagnosed with Pancreatitis, which is inflamation of the pancreas.
she went into the animal hospital today for day 1 of her treatment.
the doctor see's no reason why she won't make a full recovery.

I'll tell you why.

cause she's FOZZIE BEAR!!!

I swear my dog's some sort of ninja.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-18T20:29:00

2008-11-19T01:33:15Z

ok, let me add a few things to my last post.

yes, I'm pissed off lately.
really, really, really, really pissed off.

there's a number of things contributing to it.

if you ask I'll tell you.
but I'm not going to post anything about it here.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-18T20:18:00

2008-11-19T01:26:51Z

you know what I love?

I love the friends I have that never talk to me.
the people that I was once really close with but for some reason now I'm lucky if they talk to me once a month....or ever few months.

I love the empty cold hole that I call my life.

I love it when people I know complain to me about their relationships.
or....and I love this one....when they complain to me about not being able to pick which person they want to be with the most!!!

YEAH!

and I also love it when people try to convince me that I'm better off being single, and having no romance in my life.

yeah....right.
see, you're just bitching be you DO have it, and it's not going well at the present time.

but you know what you're going to do better than anyone.
you're going to keep on fighting int he relationship and let the shitty times pass.
or you're going to break up, be single for a few weeks and then find someone else as fast as fucking possible.

ah, fuck it.

go to fucking hell.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-12T14:13:00

2008-11-12T19:14:49Z

yeah, so today was great.
accompanied my Dad to the chiropractor.
and on the way home he expressed his discomfort with getting old.
and pretty much said he'd rather kill himself than be an old man.

awesome.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-09T23:26:00

2008-11-10T04:26:38Z

message to myself:

It'll never happen.

razorbackhollow @ 2008-11-07T12:22:00

2008-11-07T17:25:09Z

I guess there's still a few wandering vagrants out there that still believe in this whole "God" thing.

seeing as it's my duty as a human...type...thing...to let people know when they're being duped and lied to then I feel that I should tell those last remaining believers a few important facts.

god isn't real.

thank you, that will be all.

Songs I Wish I'd Written...part 1

2008-10-29T04:43:29Z

The Ghost at Number One
- by Jellyfish

Ugly apparition, God's gift to oxygen
The puffed up immortal son
How they love him cause he'll become
The ghost at number one

How does it feel
To be the only one?
How does it feel
To be the only one that knows that you're right?
How does it feel
To be a loaded gun?
How does it feel
Inside a chamber packed with piss and spite?

Sure life's no cherry but a cupake for the meek (shootupbopbop)
(Like a valen....tiiiiiiiiiiiine)
So he shoots up his poison until the frosting tastes so sweet
Yeah he's givin' it all he's got the king of rebels hit the jackpot
But his finish line was an artistic flop
Even the critics can't outrun
The ghost at number one

How does it feel
To be the only one?
How does it feel
To be the only one that knows that you're right?
How does it feel
To be a chalk line dollar sign
How does it feel
Up at the address all the widows write?

Mrs.Lynn the fruit of your labour
Gives us a saviour, nappy superstar.
To you we bid congratulations, to him adulation.
A blessed life begun, for the ghost at number one.

How does it feel
To be the only one?
How does it feel
To be the only one that knows that you're right?
How does it feel
To be a visionary poet
How does it feel
To pack a pen with vinegar and insight
How does it feel
To be the only one?
How does it feel
To be the only one that knows that you're right?
How does it feel
To be a so deep down underground?
How does it feel
To be the only one who knows you've been buried alive?

Mrs Lynn the fruit of your labour
Gives us a saviour.

a fool's heart

2008-10-15T04:39:55Z

any minute I will step aside
I wish I could just hide
admitting all I feel inside

never knowing exactly what to say
as the neon lights the way
I feel the only shade your sigh will bring

a fool's heart wades softly through the shadows of all eternity.
I will feel lonely...
shame told me what to become

as if always I become so high
I am stateless and fictionally drawn away

show me your vision softly
as though I see this endless order
shows and fires
a million wires

and days
fire
shapeless crazy desire

razorbackhollow @ 2008-09-29T00:20:00

2008-09-29T04:22:45Z

seriously.
what the fuck?

do I have "NO GIRLS ALLOWED" tattooed on me somewhere in plain view to everyone but me?!?!?!

or, what?
what the fuck is going on?

I never had this hard of a time with girls before.

am I not seeing something that everyone else is but is refraining from telling me?
or is it just...just....WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!?

FUCK!

god dammit!

razorbackhollow @ 2008-09-21T13:33:00

2008-09-21T17:33:50Z

how long will it take me to fully realise that women are trouble?

When you see this, quote Douglas Adams in YOUR blog...muthafuckah!

2008-09-13T14:34:20Z

"In fact, a very similar phrase was invented to account for the sudden transition of wood, metal, plastic and concrete into an explosive condition, which was "nonlinear, catastrophic structural exasperation," or to put it another way--as a junior cabinet minister did on television the following night in a phrase which was to haunt the rest of his career--the check-in desk had just got "fundamentally fed up with being where it was."

razorbackhollow @ 2008-07-31T12:48:00

2008-07-31T19:51:49Z

WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Daniel X
FOUR LETTER WORD? Done
VEHICLE: Delorian
TV SHOW: Doctor Who
CITY: Denton
BOY NAME: Damien
GIRL NAME: Delores
OCCUPATION: Destroyer of worlds
SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Doc Martens
FOOD: Donair
SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Dentifrice
SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: "Dick! Eat a Dick!"

Wednesday!

2008-06-24T03:54:30Z

razorbackhollow @ 2008-05-22T02:48:00

2008-05-22T06:49:30Z

I'm in the process of setting up my own internet radio station.
complete with talk radio, random weird shit, old dusty vinyl, and things that are just plain strange.

I'll let everyone know when I'm ready to go.

Meine Solo Projekt

2008-05-16T23:59:12Z

so I made a Facebook group to promote my solo project.

please help a starving artist out by joining in and supporting me.

thank you in advance.

haha :)

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Daniel-X/15172524219?ref=ts

Jump

2008-03-29T18:48:38Z

You tell yourself you're happy here
And never mind the cost
You hide beneath your shallow fear
Deny your life is lost
The tension starts to wear on you
Your mind's in disarray
The things you feel are out of time
With all the words you say

The world is dark and heavy
And it leans on you, it leans on you

Listen to what I say
I always have my way
When I say move, you move
When I say jump, you jump

Now all your hopes go dirty grey
Your love becomes a chore
You've watched it all just drift away
No surprises left in store
The window ledge is calling you
Your mind's in a disarray
The way out seems so simple now
In the cold, cold lift of day

The world is dark and heavy
And it leans on you, it leans on you

Listen to what I say
I always have my way
When I say move, you move
When I say jump, you jump

Jump, I said jump
So jump

The world is dark and heavy
And it leans on you, it leans on you
The world is dark and heavy
And it leans on you, it leans on you
The world is rough and jagged
And it tears you up, it tears you up
The world is rough and jagged
And it tears you up, it tears you up

- Fad Gadget/Frank Tovey 1956 - 2002

razorbackhollow @ 2008-03-29T00:56:00

2008-03-29T04:56:54Z

every morning I awaken to share with you these open sores
very lightly on the way to selling yourself at the door
tomorrow will be open slightly to share this all with you my dear
I tell you ways that you won't see me
and underneath you will not care

some day early I will find you
hiding out inside the rain
very seldom do I wonder where you've gone
you've gone insane
take this time to open up the book of memories shared with you
the image on the picture is fading
fading to a place for you

razorbackhollow @ 2008-03-25T00:25:00

2008-03-25T04:25:43Z

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2008-03-21T22:00:26Z

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razorbackhollow @ 2008-02-12T12:34:00

2008-02-12T17:41:10Z

two weeks in the run of the Rocky Horror Show, with two weekends to go, and only 2 of my friends have come to see it.
and those two were comped in.
meaning I got them in for free.

I know some of my friends have legit excuses.

but a whole bunch of them don't.

I've told everyone that it's happening.
I'advertised the times and dates.
added people to the facebook group.
and no one seems to give a shit.

thanks for the support.

the same thing happened when I was doing Little SHop of Horrors.

both are shows that people have expressed interest in seeing.
some have even gone as far as to tell me how much they love the show, or both shows.
yet still...no one.

again. thanks.

there's something else I'd love to bring to light here, but I'm not even going to bother getting into it.
if you think for a second you'll figure out what it is.

blow me.